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26 May 2016 @ 10:11 pm
I Can't Breathe  

...I feel like I'm gonna be sick.

Jesus fucking christ, it hits in waves. I knew after this week, at some point he wouldn't come back, and I tried to prepare myself for it but it's like re-living him leaving all over again which makes me nauseous and shake and fucking feel like I'm having a goddamned panic attack.

1 year 5 months 19 days 22 hours 7 minutes...

523 days...

12, 866 hours...

...since the day I died. 

Dec 7th, 2014

...how long before I'm okay?